I talked to you today in the canteen while we were waiting for your bread stick and my hot dog sandwich to cook. I was supposed to be avoiding you after I realized that there was no way in hell you’d like me the same way I like you, but talking to you was just so nice and easy. I liked talking to you, even if it was a short conversation. You were so interesting, nice and funny.
But that’s what makes things problematic for me.
When you left with your bread stick and I was on my way to the lounge, I found myself so flustered after talking to you. I checked myself in the mirror and I found that I was blushing, something I never ever did, not even when I was with my ex. To be honest, I kind of freaked out because I don’t blush. Never did. But just talking to you made me so flustered but happy.
It was a small conversation, but it really made my day. I felt pretty good the rest of the afternoon (despite the fact that I had a headache from not taking a nap after only 2 hours of sleep today). Thank you for that.
Also, good luck on your thesis, dude.
(Also, maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned seeing your conversation with G cause I just realized how stalker-ish that sounded OH MY GOD.)